He was so popular
And so damn cute
He knew how to get me
wrapped up into him.

I can't remember the first time
He blackened my eye,
Or when he made me cry.
But I remember when
we first made love.
It was so sweet, so warm, SO nice.
He didn't rush me
he didn't think twice
to make me get off
to make me do things he wanted me to do

All I know is
I loved him so
Much that I couldn't see
Just what this fuckin asshole -
was doing to me.

I was too young to know
that it wasn't love
that this shit was not right
that this man was not wound TIGHT.

My heart was involved
and that's all I knew
it didn't matter
he made HER pregnant too.

I screamed, I cried
I yelled, I tried
To convince this fool
That I should have been
The only one who
could've had his child.

But in the end
Ya'll were right.
Ya'll felt you knew
Just what I was going thru

That at fifteen
I couldn't be
What I thought was me
a mommy…

T.H.